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Wow, I've been dead on here for the longest time. I'm so sorry. I now have over 4,000 messages to weed through. Fuck.

I really don't know why I left. I knew it wasn't for good, but still. One of the major changes from then to now is that my grandmother passed away on December 12th. I won't lie, I didn't cry when I found out... I had mixed feelings, and felt entirely guilty for that. And I feel bad about saying this, but my mother and I have actual freedom now... Don't get me wrong, I did love her and miss her from time to time, but she hurt us with her words and actions, and there's a part of me that just can't forgive her for that.

Shaun and I are... wonderful. Better than ever. On December 23rd, it seemed as though absolutely everything changed for us. I can't say that it was exactly for the better, but, to me, we seem much closer. And I see him a lot more than I ever did. And I feel super emotional and angsty whenever I have to leave. He's the first person that I said that I was in love with them, and it felt great to say that. Yes, we have changed and a bunch of people know certain things here and there, but we do not want to leave one another. Ever. College is gonna fucking suck next year.

GOT A TUMBLR. It's entirely too addicting, and I love it. You should all follow me, whoever reads this, then let me know that you're from here (:

I have district chorus tomorrow. I should get some sleep. ... Ehhh.


Artist | Student | Varied
United States
Favourite genre of music: Soft rock, Anime OST
Operating System: Laptop
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
Shell of choice: Sea!
Wallpaper of choice: Code Geass
Favourite cartoon character: Lelouch, C.C., Kallen, Amu, Ikuto, Utau, Yuki, Zero, Kaname

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NickRoberts10 Featured By Owner May 5, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, fellow Code Geass fan!
ThreshTheSky Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
The favorite is much appreciated.
amisam Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for faving my "VK-Down Once More"
TeaMazaki Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2011  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Hi ^^
Thank you so much for the :+fav:
BastRulez Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
And thanks for getting back to me! I kept reminding Nicole to ask you but I guess she kept forgetting. And dA is my only way of contacting you, and you don't come on that often, so it was a little difficult to track you down.
dori-megumi Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2011   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav ^^
seki-kun Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the faves! =D
Stardust12706 Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2011  Student General Artist
You're welcome! C:
setsunafseiei93 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav!! :D
Stardust12706 Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2011  Student General Artist
You're welcome! C:
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