Stardust12706

Wow, I've been dead on here for the longest time. I'm so sorry. I now have over 4,000 messages to weed through. Fuck. I really don't know why I left. I knew it wasn't for good, but still. One of the major changes from then to now is that my grandmother passed away on December 12th. I won't lie, I didn't cry when I found out... I had mixed feelings, and felt entirely guilty for that. And I feel bad about saying this, but my mother and I have actual freedom now... Don't get me wrong, I did love her and miss her from time to time, but she hurt us with her words and actions, and there's a part of me that just can't forgive her for that. Shaun a

I know I haven't been very active around here lately. I've been busy, had crazy emotions, etc. Soooo, I'm just not on here as much. Erm, idk what else to say. Blah.

So, I was browsing the Internet today, and I found this little quote. And it... Well, just read it. "I want to sleep with you. I don't mean have sex. I mean sleep. Together. Under my blankets. In my bed. With my hand on your chest. And your arm around me. With the windows cracked. So it's chilly and we have to cuddle closer. No talking. Just sleepy, blissfully happy silence." I fell in love with it. Because, for the most part, this is how things were a few nights ago. And I couldn't have been happier. "I have been changed for good." ♥ Another thing I fell in love with is Wilkes University. I dream to go there next year. &#98